thoughts about today…edited

I just saw this disturbing headline on Yahoo when I signed on.  I’m doomed to die young:

“Anger speeds up deterioration of lungs: study ”   I would put the whole article on here but the jist of it is that hostile and angry people have their bodies break down at a much earlier clip than happy people and the lung deterioration can lead to heart problems.  Yeah I’m doomed.
Well today would have been my mom and dad’s 32nd wedding anniversary.  I’ll be going out to the cemetary later today to drop off a rose.    I don’t know if it was one of the journals I ended up deleting but atter they were gone, it was my goal to get married on their 30th wedding anniversary back in 2004 when I would have been the same age as my dad when he got married.  It didn’t work out for me though.  Those are the breaks.

The Dixie Chicks video of “I’m Not Ready To Make Nice” was just on VH1.  I love that song.  In a lot of ways the song fits me very well until they get into making it personal to their situation.  When it is just generally speaking, it could be a theme song for me especially after the blow up from yesterday.  Here are the lyrics which I’m not sure if I’ve posted before or not but if so here they are again:

Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I’m not sure I could.
They say time heals everything,
But I’m still waiting

I’m through, with doubt,
There’s nothing left for me to figure out,
I’ve paid a price, and i’ll keep paying

I’m not ready to make nice,
I’m not ready to back down,
I’m still mad as hell
And I don’t have time
To go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is
You think I should

I know you said
Why can’t you just get over it, (after this gets into their problems after speaking out against Bush)

It looks like the rain may have finally stopped in the area so today will be a get out as many flyers as my big ass can today.  Tonight is the QB Club meeting and I have a state championship bumper sticker to pick up for the car especially since it looks bad for this year.  I think Chris and I won’t be sticking around for the meeting.  We’ll be picking up the stickers and then going to grab some dinner.

The legs are very sore from the workout yesterday so today’s exercise might just come from the walking around doing the flyering.

That will be all for today…at least for right now.






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