I am a huge fan of irony.  Truly I am.  However, I like it when it is bestowed upon someone else…not me.  It is like watching clips of people getting kicked in the balls on Funniest Home Videos.  It is hilarious…as long as it isn’t me getting kicked in the balls.

Last night, I could have gotten a great laugh about irony.  However, it was against me so it just put a frown on my face and made it impossible to fall asleep.  Then I got to talk to Maniwa.  That’s why I love my little bro.  He got me to not really laugh at the irony but at least not take it as a declaration of war.  I at least was able to appreciate the irony if not laugh at it.

I probably would have been able to fall asleep peacefully after the conversation with Maniwa but other things then got on my mind and it kept me awake…unfortunately it kept me awake long enough for the other stuff to come back.

Tylenol pm’s cured that though.  I just don’t like taking tylenol pm’s at 2 am cause here we are at 9 am and I’m still tired.  So thank you Maniwa and thank you tylenol pm.  You got through another night.

It is off to the gym I go.  It has been over a month since I’ve been there so I’m sure today is going to be brutal on me if I get anything done at all.

I’d follow Maniwa’s advice to the letter and say bring on options b and c but after the hellacious swerve of irony, I think that I’m in no hurry to continue onward.  I’ll just take a rest and enjoy the scenery.

We’ll see if this can be a Good Day…so I will leave everyone with the lyrics to a song that I feel is a good description of me.  It is “Cowboy in Me” by Tim McGraw and I’ll bold the parts that really apply to me:

I dont know why I act the way I do
Like I aint got a single thing to lose
Sometimes I’m my own worst enemy
I guess thats just the cowboy in me

I got a life that most would love to have
But sometimes I still wake up fightin mad
At where this road Im heading down might lead
I guess thats just the cowboy in me

The urge to run, the restlessness
The heart of stone I sometimes get
The things Ive done for foolish pride
The me thats never satisfied
The face thats in the mirror when I dont like what I see
I guess thats just the cowboy in me

The urge to run, the restlessness
The heart of stone I sometimes get
The things Ive done for foolish pride
The me thats never satisfied
The face thats in the mirror when I dont like what I see
I guess thats just the cowboy in me

Girl I know theres times you must have thought
There aint a line youve drawn I havent crossed
But you set your mind to see this love on through
I guess thats just the cowboy in you

We ride and never worry about the fall
I guess thats just the cowboy in us all