Q: Name one person who is on your mind right now?
A: Mickie cause she is always somewhere in there

Q: Do you think your life has been good so far?
A: Well I have accomplished everything but two that I set out to accomplish so I guess so.

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: Bank and Post Office

Q: Who is the last person you called?
A: Chris or perhaps it was my Grandma at the cabin. I can’t remember which order it was last night.

Q: Who is the last person you texted?
A: Nobody

Q: Been cheated on?
A: No

Q: Ever been caught having sex?
A: Nope

Q: Have you ever slept with someone on the first date?
A: Nope

Q: Do you look like your mom or dad?:
A: Dad but my hair from my mom

Q: Do you have any siblings?
A: No and the world rejoiced

Q: Do you smile often?:
A: What do I have to smile about? When I’m holding James Christopher I’m all smiles. Not very often outside of that because life is just one giant kick to the balls to me.

Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
A: My grandma might be but other than that it would be a giant NO

Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity)
A: I have some creativity and perhaps if I had beauty then I would have love. I had love once and I miss it. I’ve never had beauty so I can’t miss it. I guess I’ll choose love.

Q: Do you wish on stars?
A: I tried it a few times but it failed just as miserably as prayer and dreaming and hoping and everything else I tried.

Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
A: I do when I wear my gray Nikes but never when I wear the black & red ones

Q: What is the most disgusting food you’ve ever eaten?
A: I ate a bite of escargo when I went to lunch with Kathleen Herrera shortly after high school graduation on what was a “this is NOT a date” lunch between “just friends.” Geez I guess in hindsight that I have a lot of those.

Q: Would you kill someone?
A: If it were legal I can think of about 7 that wouldn’t see tomorrow. Well actually 6 wouldn’t see tomorrow because the other one would be tortured for quite some time before being actually killed. I get don’t just even, I get ahead and emotional pain is 100 times worse than physical pain so I have lots and lots and lots of pain to inflict before that grudge is settled…if someone were attacking one of my friends or family then illegal be damned I would kill someone.

Q: When did you last cry?
A: It could have been earlier this morning when thinking about things or it could have never happened…I’m not saying.

Q: Do you like your handwriting?
A: Not at all

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: LMMFAO. Ok. I will be civil at first but definitely not friendly. But by God it doesn’t take much to make me not like you and when you make me hate you, there isn’t a more unfriendly person in the world.

Q: If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
A: I hate myself so I see very little chance of friendship if I were another person and since I hate people, it would be very hard to get me to be a friend with myself if I were another person.

Q: What is your favorite school subject?
A: When I was in school it was US History

Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world?
A: Everyone has a secret. My secret is when I plan to try once again to get revenge on the world for all the shit it has dumped on me…all my other attempts have been thwarted but I think I just might have the perfect plan in the works and the world won’t see it coming.

Q: Do you regret anything?
A: I addressed some regrets in a previous LJ entry not too long ago about not finishing the war when I had the chance TWICE. Believe you me that it will never happen again.

Q: WHO’S BED DID YOU SLEEP IN LAST NIGHT?:
A: Mine

Q: WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?:
A: Ian Rotten gray “Chicks dig scars” tshirt

Q: DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?:
A: No

Q: MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED?:
A: I’m not sure…might have been when I watched Dorm Daze and Just Friends

Q: WHAT’S THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEETS?:
A: Light orange…maybe peach. I’m bad with distinguishing between off colors.

Q: WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT?:
A: Taking pictures for Mickie

Q: I CAN’T WAIT TO….. ?
A: I think this week will have several fun events.

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR DAD?:
A: he died Feb 28, 1996

Q: WHO GOT YOU TO JOIN MYSPACE?:
A: I was bored one night and decided what the hell

Q: IS TOM ON YOUR FRIEND’S LIST?:
A: I immediately deleted him

Q: LOOK TO YOUR LEFT. WHAT’S THERE?:
A: My entire bedroom

Q: IF YOU COULD DRINK ANYTHING RIGHT NOW WHAT WOULD IT BE?:
A: I’m drinking Mandarin Orange Sam’s Choice water

Q: ADMIT SOMETHING ABOUT YOURSELF:
A: I really like happy endings, I just hate seeing them before I have one

Q: EVER CRIED YOURSELF TO SLEEP?
A: I’ll plead the 5th.

Q: EVER CRIED ON A FRIENDS SHOULDER?
A: A time or two. My cousin Chuck saw me have a breakdown when my mom died. Les Johns saw me breakdown when my dad was about to die. Ian has been there for me when Shaina and I broke up and a time or two with a similair failure in my life *cough cough*

Q: DO SONGS MAKE YOU CRY?:
A: Blake Shelton’s “The Baby” makes me cry cause it reminds me of when I had was driving home to get to my dad before he passed away. There are times in certain situations that other songs can bring a tear to my eye.

Q: ARE YOU NORMALLY A HAPPY PERSON?:
A: Nope.

Q: HAS ANYONE BESIDES YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY EVER SAID ‘I LOVE YOU’ TO YOU?:
A: No one that wasn’t a friend or family

Q: WOULD YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF A BULLY?:
A: Some would consider me one.

Q: IS YOUR SELF-ESTEEM EXTREMELY LOW?:
A: I have no self-esteem so I guess you could say that it isn’t low since it doesn’t exist anymore.

Q: What’s your natural hair color?:
A: Brown

Q: What color are your eyes?
A: brown

Q: Current Piercings?
A: No one is coming near me with a needle not even a doctor unless they want a fight.

Q: Long or Short Hair?
A: My hair is short like a man is supposed to have his hair. I can’t stand when my hair gets long enough and thick enough to slightly hang over my ears.

Q: Currently wearing?
A: T Shirt and sweat pants

Q: Rings?
A: No

Q: Bracelets?
A: No

Q: Is your hair up or down?
A: I don’t have enough hair to “put it up”

Q: Current Music:
A: Lady is a Tramp by Frank Sinatra

Q: Current Annoyance:
A: My stomach growling

Q: Current Thing I Ought To Be Doing:
A: Eating

Q: Current Favorite Book:
A: I hate reading books…so boring. I’ll watch the movie.

Q: Current Refreshment:
A: finished my Mandarin Orange flavored water

Q: Current Worry:
A: Not worrying about anything at the moment.
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01. spell your name without vowels:
Jms Mchl Fnnn

02. what is the date two days after your birthday:
November 10 – the day that my grandpa passed away so not a very good day at all.

03. how many pairs of jeans do you own:
2 that fit me right. 2 that are tight but wearable. 5 that are memories of days long ago.

04. how many are designer:
They are all Wal-Mart – Wrangler and Faded Glory. Why pay an outrageous amount for jeans when you can pay $15?

05. what colour do you wear most:
Gray

06. least favorite colour:
Joliet Catholic brown

07. last song heard on the radio:
something on the country station but I can’t remember

08. what’s for dinner tonight:
I have no idea…I’ve been craving Maria’s pizza

09. are you happy with your life right now:
Not even close. I am a failure at the most important thing to me.

10. tell me a secret about one of your siblings:
Can you have secrets about people that don’t exist?

11. anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity:
No…celebrities are attractive people…that’s how they became celebrities. I am average at my best so that would be a pretty bad celebrity that looked like me.

12. who did you last call on your cell phone:
That I called – Chris. That I talked to – the guy we bought the canvas from. That called me – Tank.

do you own a…

14. ps2: No

15. xbox 360: No

16. psp: No

17. sidekick: No

18. digital camera: Yes but the monitor is broken cause my big ass sat on it…it still works though as I was able to take many pictures of Mickie Knuckles last night to try and get her a new promo picture

19. where do you want to go to school after high school:
I went to the University of Kentucky

20. do you shop at stores like hollister, abercrombie & fitch?
I have never even been in either store and haven’t even heard of Hollister before.

21. how do you make money:
Inheritance

22. last thing you bought over fifty dollars:
The Cowboy autographs for Ian’s birthday present.

23. how’s the weather:
Cool breeze but nice – walked to the mailbox w/o a jacket

24. when do you start summer break:
When summer begins. Every day is a break

25. are you missing someone right now:
I suppose so.

26. what chores do you have around the house:
Helping my grandma keep stuff organized but she does most of it because she wants to feel like she can still take care of everyone.

27. finish this sentence. i wish i was with ______:
James Christopher

28. one word to describe you:
Misunderstood

29. favourite pair of shoes:
My black and red Nike’s

30. do you own big sunglasses:
No I don’t even own small sunglasses

31. do you find yourself attractive:
No one else does so why should I?

32. why is the first & second person in your top eight in that spot:
1. Nick Maniwa – my little brother and great friend 2. Shaina – the only woman to ever love me in return…I guess that should count for something 🙂

33. what would you rather be doing right now:
Eating

34. what should you be doing right now:
eating

35. have you kissed your boyfriend / girlfriend lately:
I haven’t had a girlfriend since June 7, 2004

36. last im you received:
I have no idea…might have been from Fusion or it could have been Shaina. I’m not sure.

37. last message you received on myspace:
Probably something from Ray…I’m not sure.

38. who did you hug today:
Nobody yet since Ian and Mickie are still asleep. Hopefully I get one from Mickie at some point today.

39. what are you going to do now:
Hopefully eat soon

40. are you thirsty:
A little but I’m drinking Mandarin Orange flavored Sam’s Choice water…great stuff