Today would have been my mom’s 51st birthday. Tomorrow would have been my dad’s 59th birthday.

I didn’t make it out to the cemetary today but I will definitely get to the store and buy a happy birthday balloon or some flowers and take out there tomorrow. I know that they are in a better place now and hopefully one day soon I can join them. I miss them both very much and while my dad would love to see videotapes of my managing days, I think my mom would be disappointed.

The only thing that my mom wanted out of life was for me to make her a grandma and for her to have grandkids to spoil. When she knew that she wasn’t going to live long enough for that, she changed her goal into just seeing me have a girlfriend so she could see what kind of a girl I would want to be with. She tried to help me out and give me advice and even bought a necklace for me to give the girl I liked for Christmas. However, as has usually been the case, I got shot down hard and she never got to see me have a date or a girlfriend. Seeing how I’m going to be 29 in a few weeks and am no closer to fulfilling that wish than I was 13 years ago, I am going to say that she would be disappointed.

My dad loved to argue and be ridiculous and say things just to get a rise out of people so I’m sure that he would have enjoyed watching me manage. We always watched Georgia Championship Wrestling/NWA/WCW while I was growing up and he even took me to the Rosemont Horizon one time for the WWF. He just wanted to see me graduate college. He didn’t quite make it that far though. I don’t think that he would have liked the wearing a skirt and wearing a sports bra stuff but I know that he would have loved watching the failures with Mickie just so he could rub in my face that he was a better ladies man in a wheelchair than I am.

RIP mom and dad…LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU